Heather is a mother of two boys who lives in North Carolina. A degree in Theater from Rutgers University has been absolutely no use in learning how to care for her boys, so she shares what she's learned from personal experience
Ever feel like you’re not sure what’s going on with your baby or young child? Ever have questions about things you feel silly asking your pediatrician? Ever feel like you have great advice for a friend who never listens, or find a baby product you love so much you are dying to tell someone else about it? Do you feel like you just want talk to another mom who understands? I know the feeling! I too am one of those moms.
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I can’t wait to share the wonderful adventure of raising kids with all of you. And now, a personal story.
Wanting a Girl, Getting a Boy
As a mom of a little boy, I was desperate to have the little girl I had always dreamed of. When I was pregnant with my second child, I was convinced that my dream would come true. We tried to conceive a girl using the “timing of the month” method. I had read that female sperm swim slower but live longer than male sperm in the acidic environment of the vagina. Because we conceived on our first try using this method, that is, having sex 4 days prior to ovulation, we thought we must have been successful.
As soon as I knew I was pregnant, I had a strong “gut feeling” that my baby would be a girl. After all, I was right the first time about my baby being a boy. I had everyone believing the baby was a girl. My husband and I had even picked out a name and had our little boy calling “her” Isabella. I had begun designing on paper how I would decorate “her” room. Wow…did I set myself up for a major disappointment!
When I found out I was having a boy I was temporarily devastated. I found out by talking to my friends and sharing my feelings that this happens a lot to other women and that I was not alone. I think it’s important not to feel guilty for the feelings that come up when this happens.
When we went to have the ultrasound at 20 weeks gestation, we were expecting to learn for sure that the baby was a girl. After taking all the measurements and making sure the baby was doing well, the technician began to look for gender. As I lay there on the ultrasound table waiting to hear “it’s a girl”, I heard, “it’s another boy”. I could not believe it. I was truly shocked. I instantly became upset. Tears welled up and began to overflow and I could not control my emotions. I began to sob even though I tried desperately to hold back how upset I was in front of the technician. It was impossible to conceal my disappointment. My husband, knowing how disappointed I was, looked at me as if to say “it’s okay”, which only brought on more tears. I was so embarrassed by my reaction because I had gone in chattering away to the technician about how sure I was that the baby was a girl… and how I was right with my first… and how much I was hoping for a girl. I had so totally prepared myself that it was a girl. Although it took a while for me to gather myself in the hospital, there was never a moment when I thought I didn’t want the baby boy inside of me. Rather, the emotion was like I had just lost the little girl I was expecting to have.
For you moms out there who’ve experienced a similar situation, I have no doubt you will understand it was a shock. I actually felt I needed to grieve and let go of the idea that I was having a girl so that I could whole heartedly welcome a son. The way I handle things is to cry and let myself be upset, then I jump into action. So after a few days I picked myself up, and threw myself head first into planning for my little boy. Two days later I had everything for his room picked out and I had a new room design, which by the way, I love!
I love and adore my new baby. My husband and I feel truly blessed to have two amazing, healthy little boys and would not change that for anything. Logan is now 3 ½ and thinks his baby brother Maddox (now 10 months) is “so cool”. Although we thought we would only have two kids, another reason it was so devastating at the time, we have talked and plan to try for a third child in the future. Maybe someday I will be able to have that little girl.
That's Momma Talk for now.
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